Assalamualaikum.
So here in Twitter, they got this #ToBeHonest trend:
And I tweeted this:
I'm not saying that I'm not happy with the life I'm having now, no, not. I am perfectly happy in this relationship status with him, but I just missed how I felt in 4-6 years back then. I used to be in group when I was in secondary school, and the group is known as 'group anti lelaki'. The title wasn't being created by us, but we were being labelled as it, huhu. If it's only the title we were being labelled and we didn't really show it, then it's okay, but the time we knew 'bout it, we kinda act it and show it even often. Haha, old times with that kind of minded =P
As a group of not really into boys and couple, none of us at that time were in a relationship status. What we did in school was just mind our own business, laugh as loud as we can and lived lives to the fullest. Tho we were being hated by our attitude, but we were all happy with ourselves. I remember, many bad things had happened to us along those years. There was time, when Syaz was almost being spitted by a boy. She was standing only 0.000001 mm closed to the boy's spitting spot! He knew Syaz was standing there, but he purposely did it. Life old days, -.- I also remember, time when Dery was walking to the class, then this boy from upstairs, purposely threw an ice towards her, thus hit her private area. Nice aim, huh? -.- And there was also time, when Kakty lost her diary and somehow we knew that the diary was taken by a boy, named Ashraf Sinclair (not a real name, for sure). We settled the matter inside our class. The climax was when we stepped out of the class, the whole batch of boys stood a crowd near the stairs, waited for things to settle, and we ain't had no choice, but to pass thru them. And at the time we were passing thru them, they made this kind of noise 'Ewwhhh pewwmmpuan ni akuww cepuwwkk kaangggg', and some threw a disgust look to us. See, how strong the bonds they had? To be honest, I was a bit scared, but I acted like I'm not. Haha, am cool, no? =P
As time passed, we were no longer feel fear towards the boys. We stand as a strong group of girl, and were brave enough to go against 'em. There was this time when we had a mouth fight with 'em. It was when we were in Form 3. We lost a photo of us, and somehow we found out that the photo was being taken by this boy, named Farid Kamil (not a real name). At first the conversation went smooth, but when the story got complicated, we got irritated and now, the war began, haha. There was also this time, when we were brave enough to fight back when they shouted and insulted us of being too noisy.
These are exactly how I lived when I was single. I didn't have any special boy friends, I seldom talked with boys, I had bad relationship with 'em, and I didn't know how to mix with 'em. All I know was busy having sisters' bond with my girls and I'm totally happy with them. I just missed the old times I had with my friends and the feeling I got when I was single. See, Kakty also missed it =O
Somehow it's true =/
Adli, if you read this, please don't get offended. I'm just kind of missing it, not regretting it. I love yo-yo-yo-youuuuu! ♥ ♥ ♥
With love,
Nina
